It's Difficult

It's difficult watching your very favourite person dying.
It's difficult to believe that it's real.
It's difficult to see them in pain.
It's difficult when they don't seem like themselves.
It's difficult to know if drugs are helping or making things worse.
It's difficult to know what to say.
It's difficult not to laugh when they get cross with you.
It's difficult to not ask too many questions.
It's difficult to be nice to all the doctors and nurses.
It's just fucking difficult.