Rewind

I've just re-read and deleted my last two blogs.

They just didn't sound like me.  It sounded like I don't like my job, that I don't work with wonderful people who care (even if they don't always know what to say), that the Long Suffering Husband is forcing me to learn Japanese and not listening to my wishes to not have adventures. None of that is true.

I used to be someone who loved my life and I want it to be like that again.  I used to be someone who laughed at everything and that's what I want.  I want the small regular life I had. 

I might not write again for a little while.