Legend

 One of the tricky things about holidays and teaching in your home town is the fame. It can be hard to be famous and I do not envy film stars. 

It’s not the shouts of your name, as you walk home from school, or even being told in the swimming pool about a recorder a parent has finally bought the child that I mind. That’s my fault for wanting to walk to work. In term time I expect all of that. However, during holidays I want to hide. I am (as we are encouraged to say now) overstimulated and disregulated (which even my spell checker knows isn’t a real word). In other words, I’m a brat. Miserable, grumpy, full of cold and forcing a smile for even people I genuinely like is a challenge. 

I need my space. 

I seek out places where children are unlikely to be. The Moot Hall with my favourite ghost, the records office, with its damp smell of the past, supermarkets in other towns. The Long Suffering Husband would have liked to have gone away but we didn’t manage to arrange it and it doesn’t always work. There have been times when walking on my favourite secluded beach in Pembrokeshire I’ve heard my name shouted, only to look at an embarrassed family or a small child winding itself around a parent’s legs, deeply regretting their choice. 

Children rarely care that you are incognito. A different set of clothes, a hat and a pair of sunglasses are catnip to their sleuthing powers. 

This holiday has been particularly challenging. I’ve been more bratty, sorry, I mean disregulated, than usual and while I’ve changed my pink bobble hat, am wearing a different coat and sunglasses the children have a lot to say about my apparent existence outside of school.

At least six times, so far in this holiday, I’ve heard, “Mrs AllTrades!”

This has been followed with an explanation to the adult they are with.

“That’s Mrs AllTrades she picked up the dinosaur poo!”

This has led to some interesting conversations with shop workers.

“No, it wasn’t dinosaur poo,” I tell a woman at a till, who is simultaneously crossing her legs and wiping her eyes. “I think it was fox. You know how they gorge themselves on the food waste bin and get diarrhoea? Well, it was outside the school gate.”

“And you picked it up?” The woman says, slightly gagging at the thought.

“Yeah. It was huge. It filled 3 dog poo bags.”

“Oh my goodness. Are you the caretaker?”

“No, no but I have a dog and I had bags in my pocket.”

“That explains it, then,” the woman says, “Legend!”

I could die now. Then they might write on my gravestone how I was fearless in the face of dinosaur poo. 

Penguins

 I couldn’t let a blog slip by without mentioning the penguins.

In this crazy world, where I am able to waste inordinate amounts of time watching short videos, penguins are quite high on my list. Animals generally get my viewing time, as do swearing toddlers but penguins are some of my favourites. 

So, along with my obsession with the orange idiot that the Americans elected to run their country, I am now delighted. I’m here for the penguin content. Memes, reels and cartoons of penguins are everywhere and my lazy dopamine hit is joyous.

In the ‘Independence Day’ trade war the Trumpanzees chose a whole list of countries that would have tariffs. The president announced each item as though it were a game show, claiming that he was getting back the countries that had raped and pillaged their land. Russia wasn’t on the list but the islands of Heard and McDonald in Antarctica have a tariff of 10%. No human has visited the islands for over 10 years and so the world is wondering what the penguins have done to Trump and the reels and memes are fabulous.

The hill to die on

 Blogging has seemed pointless.

The world is going to hell in a handcart. 

The Trumpanzees have come up with a new catchy slogan for a global trade war. (Liberation Day)

Wars rage. Natural disasters happen daily. A foot appeared in the sea in Thailand during an earthquake. (A while ago I jokingly wrote about storms being angry giants). People stayed in their rooftop swimming pools while the earth shook and water splashed over the edge, only pausing to set their phone to selfie mode. 

Meanwhile, we are all being asked to do more with less. 

The solution, apparently, is AI. 

This is currently my hill. The one I’m going to die on. 

Like a dinosaur, refusing to grow longer arms and not stare, unblinkingly at the incoming comet, I absolutely refuse to believe that AI can write faster and better than my own brain. Intelligence is preferable and I can’t help thinking that if we don’t use it, we’ll lose it and some of us need the practice. 

In the future, people may agree with me. I was never convinced about Flora, stubbornly sticking with butter, despite the heart disease in my family because I wasn’t keen on artificial. I didn’t want to eat plastic, butter tastes better and the choir warm up Betty Botter just wouldn’t work if we were singing about partially hydrogenated sunflower oil spread. Recently, health researchers have started to agree with me, although they haven’t mentioned the song. 

My problem with AI writing is that it always sounds like an arrogant teenage boy.

“Errm, I think you’ll find that if you are, in fact, bitten by a squirrel, you will have to seek urgent medical attention.”

“Penguins do, indeed, have knees.”

I wonder if this is what people thought in the Industrial Revolution? 

I always get morbid around Easter, when I forget that it’s not all about chocolate start to consider the awful nature of human beings and people dying on hills. 

If it is all getting to you too then I’ll share a child’s drawing from many years ago. 

Before you get any ideas and run it through AI, where, no doubt, the big-headed teenage boy will give you an explanation of fellatio, it is a picture of Jesus getting his feet washed by Mary.